My fetish

Touche, my lowless life

2009-10-23T02:37:00.001-07:00

I dont know why I feel guilty almost everytime. My friends study really hard for their exams, they were the most efficient students in that certain subject. But how can their victory crumble down after end of year exams? Srsly wtf! I can't believe I'm scoring borderline for lit. I think I've been waaaaay too complacent; I hate myself D:

Aaargh. Ickle noobie. Promoted or not, I'm going to finish off English and Math with all my guts.

Like srrrsly, voila!

2009-10-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

Yoyo. Woohoo, I'm only left with poa paper 1. Today was pretty tiring. When the teacher said, "Ok, the time now is 11.30, you may begin." I quickly flipped the question paper open and went str8 for question 1. I thought of doing the extract but wth, the extract was like 2 pages long and god, I need all the time in the world! I did not manage to write that "3" pages thingy for my prose. Zzz I suck :O

So anywaaay, do you know about the JYP and SM Town auditions going on at the Western side? Its crazzy man. The fans complain NON-STOP on omonatheydidnt community. They complain like, " You will die in SM Town. Their exclusive contract = STARVING + 13 YEARS YOU BELONG TO THEM. Once you join, you join for LIFE." Aiya then why bother giving a damn man? And they also said, "They will take in ANY ASIAN. As long as you're asian." Then why travel until the Western areas? Be a vagrant for life lah.

I can't wait for the holidays!!!! I dislike school so much!!!!

I am bored

2009-10-05T05:46:00.001-07:00

What happen to my favorite online thing-thing? Blogging? I totally lost the mood to blog a proper post. Anywhos, my end-of year exams have already started. English and Math O levels not far, holidays very far. I really hope I can pull through sec 4. If not...you know lah.

Ah yes..

I AM MOVING HOUSE

Kill my dad for selling the house I was ever so comfortable in, for the past 10-12 years. Walao its like the fustration and nagging I hate the most when we're going to shift house. Have to rush with the packing, throwing and dumping. I'll be staying with my grandmother at Marine Parade temporarily.

Dunno when - Receieved my invitation for Grad Nite. The invitation was like a piece of crap dipped in pee yer' know? Like yuck? Not going.

4 Oct - CARISSA'S BIRTHDAY! Celebrated her birthday at Hajar's house, and I was extremely smelly and sweaty after the whole HU!-HA! (and my armpit is itching now while typing this..shld I scratch it??)

5 Oct - Had chinese paper, then I went to McDonalds with Carissa and Hidayah to eat ice-cream. IDC MAN. I LOVE THEIR STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM. Nat and Abu took 38! So I kind of crapped with them for a few stops and I was asking Abu how does he differ a smelly girl/boy in a school uniform. The sch with dark blue uniform srsly brew a whole pack of smelly students man. PHOOO!

And I shall do a premonition for the rest of the week. So I dont need to come back and type what I dont want to type. (make sense? @_@)

6 Oct - Amath Paper
7 Oct - POA Paper 1/2 (idk..idc. I totally lost the interest in this subject)
8 Oct - Literature and Biology
9 Oct - POA Paper 1/2 (Part II of naughty Lee's birthday; etc)

And I'm going to get a haircut. I want to be a hairstylist. Watching Split Ends has inspired me so much, heheh!

Movies I've watched recently - Phobia 2 with my sisters and Theresa's boyfriend. And Phobia 2 (again) with Clarissa Jooooohn and "Princess" Hajar.

Songs I've listened to alot recently - Um..dunno lei. Alot?

Things I've eaten recently - ALOT!! (idc if you call me jumbo or any shit. Like I've said, you can just go fuck yourself.)

Cussings? I dunno. You tell me?

Aiyah I'm tired. I'm going to practice more Amath then I shall change my panties, brush teeth and sleep. Ciao!

WOOOHOOOHUUUU

2009-09-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

MY DAD SAID, "HELLO" TO CLARISSA @ TAMPINES.
Aiyah anyway, my sisters and I met our parents to have dinner at Phins. Surprise surprise, they were in the mood to spend more than 20 bucks on dinner, JUST FOR THE DAY. You know the way Tricia pms-es, its so irritating but funny. If she ever blows up at me I have something to threaten her with. My paper lizard. I got the picture of the lizard from some lizard trap my dad bought. Anywhos, my Japanese fandom is slowly drifting awaaaay :( I'm so scared. Its hard to explain lah but NONO to korean guys. That's that. I feel like they have a million or more secrets kept in them. So its kind of hard to trust them.

I'm going to get a nuuuuuuuew phone. LG; heh like finally. So now, I can pass down my japanese phone to either my sister or dad and carry the nuuuew korean phone. Zzz I'm not making any sense but HA :O

PS>>> I'm looking forward to DIDY'S chapter 11 fanfic. even though I hate Twilight.

Sorry sorry sorry sorry but I've got my own friends

2009-09-04T08:33:00.001-07:00

Hey hey hey. You know everytime I write on my blogspot, its ALWAYS about school and I don't know..people I dislike? But idc, I'm still going ahead to post.

- I didn't know my form teacher reads our blogs, WOWOWOOW.
- I dislike being left out at the last minute. I think its rude and illogical?
- I saw this percussion girl in band yesterday (I think) and I think she sucks more than before. I think she hates my section, but meh, so do I. Suckiest percussionist I've ever seen. (I hope she reads this)
- I want to go on a holiday
- I want to learn Korean (it seems easier than Japanese though)
- I want to eat my strawberry sundae
- I HATE my lit teacher; doesn't mean we aren't taking our N levels means we've got more homework than them right? Aaaaaarggggggh

OK. I went to eat EC with John John (heh, you know what right?), irritant Lee, leader and Afi"nnah" (btw, thanks for the x-oil xD) Leader ordered Creamy Mango instead of Creamy White for MY meal. And it tastes like...some sanitizer soap. All I know is that MANGO + Creamy White = EWWWWW!! Oh and during poa today, I shouted to one of my classmate something mean. She was talking so rudely and I shouted, "Shut up lah. Just shut your mouth can." And the people around me just turned and gave me that "Oh-my-god" face. Heh like srsly, just shut up man.

"You watch me grow and I watch you grow." - Ew?

Okay, I have nothing else to say. Byebye!

HATE 4MINUTE, BROWN-EYED-GIRLS, KA-RA = EWWWWWW!!!!

You think lifes all about happiness?

2009-08-27T05:28:00.001-07:00

You're wrong. You're dead wrong. I'm angry, sad and feeling a tinge of guilt in my heart right now. Its that uncomfortable feeling that you can't let go and if you let go, all the happiness in the world would just die down on you and what's left is the rope and the chair. Yes, suicide.

I don't get it WHY shss standard is OH-MY-GOD-SO-HIGH-SIA. We are just some neighbouring school, situated in between a church and a hdb flat. We develope bad lungs when we're in school because of the construction going on around us and the selfish attitude the school gives the upper students. I don't know why the science department have such lousy biology teachers like Little _o_g. My class also has the most horrible social studies teacher, srsly, 33/100 for my social studies? Fuck.

I'm just bloooody angry. I don't want to sit for Math O levels. WHY FORCE. NOW MY RESULTS ARE LIKE THIS, YER' HAPPY? AAAAAAAAARGH

The world should just come to an end. Then ppl could study a new definition in life. Don't you agree?????

Anyway,
Clare bought me a sticker from CC, lol. Thanks a billion pretty.

let's see...

2009-08-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

It was Boaz's birthday today and his parents were so sweet! They surprised him with a really cool and huge birthday cake!

+ School is school but education is yours.

I:
- can define the use of ''BLOG''. (I write what I want. Not happy, you leave.) Simple?

- don't understand why people have to use physical appearance to criticise someone or provoke someone. Who's the one making more trouble? You? Or Me?

Do some soul searching, plz.

I don't care eh eh eh eh eh

2009-08-15T23:48:00.000-07:00

Hello! Math paper 2 was a killer, thanks married-slim-old woman. Anyway, I wanted to post quite a long time ago but my silly computer just shut down itself so by now, I have forgotten everything I wanted to list down. zzz

Nvm. I shall blog about yesterday. I went to illuma @ bugis with Tricia. The lan shop there is awe-some! The air-con is awfully cold and the place is VERY big and clean.I also bought myself a watch, lime green @ 5bucks. And guess who I saw at Bugis Pastamania? Schuyler, Amanda and Carissa together with 3 other kids. Whoa, each to their own kid. HAHAH!! And I finally ate my Aglio Oglio =9 mmm.

I can't wait for the holidays! Till then, byebye!

School was idk...OK?

2009-08-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

Hello all. Lit was sucky today. Mr Yeo was pmsing and he took my liquid paper and throw it onto the table. Then he started talking Japanese, Teochew and Hokkien. Yes we get it, you're so tri-lingualist or whatever they call those people. I was so happy during english. Do you know that 4D's common test paper is so much easier than the prelim paper? I was laughing while doing, whoever who set the paper knows that I love eating. So food shortage isn't much of a problem, heh. Math was spent checking on Yusof's Ishak paper 2.I did so badly, because I literally was not serious at all. See, lesson learnt. After school, leader, John, Afi''nna'' and I went to KFC. Oww kfc, not my kind of fastfood but nevermind about that, do you know we saw Pornsak and the other china-doll guy at the coffeeshop beside kfc? Like WOW.Singapore is such a small world! Aiya, but they didn't film me. Zzz.

I bet Big Bang doesn't know a shit their singing in Japanese. My Heaven MV is DA suckiest!! FAIL/.!

Okie dokie, I'm off to do someMORE math.

Monday is sometimes not so mundane

2009-08-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

Hey all. And hey, blogger seems to be pretty faulty! Why is my ''New Post'' section so default?? Anyway, just an hour or two ago, 2 familys came to check out my house. The verdict? Dunno YET.All I know is that I will miss this house and I don't wish to stay at Sengkang area. So I did my math revision while dad was entertaining the clients. I bet they totally saw my IKUTA TOMA and BOYS OVER FLOWERS posters sticking against my wardrobe, how paiseh! I'm not a fan of BOF but I bought this Teenage magazine for the sake of Harry Potter stuff and they gave the posters inside the magazine. One side was Jonas Bros the other side was BOF. So I eventually had to choose BOF because I...ahem...am not a fan of JBros. You know, I think I spent almost 200 bucks buying all my japanese magazines. 2/3 of the magazines are paid by my sister. 1/3 of it is paid by me. Let's see how much each magazine costs.

Wink Up: $16
DUET: $16
Potato: $15
Myojo: $16.50
Popolo: $16

Wow srsly, what the heck. I stopped buying Popolo magazines because they are total gimmicks. The magazine is all wrapped up THICK and tempting. So you thought maybe the magazine contains more idol stuff compared to the other 4 but you're totally wrong! 3/5 contains IDOL STUFF, 2/5 contains IMPROVE ''YOURSELF'' BETTER adverts. When I say IMPROVE ''YOURSELF'' BETTER means - breasts enlargements, loads of satisfied female customers showing off their big boobs in tight bras and their clean shaven armpit. So I'm like EW? They even show the before armpit and after armpit pictures. And they exaggerate how bushy their armpits were before using DA cream. OK STOP. I'm going out of topic.

So I'm alone with my dad. But he's going out soon and that leaves me alone at home. Both of my sisters are at Bugis, looking at Vic Zhou. You know, I have to admit that Jerry Yan looks WAAAAY hotter than Vic, but meh, they don't even know I exist. Maybe I should sign up for an OSIM advertisement and say, "Ni de jiao suan le mah?" Maybe Jerry Yan would fall for me. HAHA!

Hmm...I have nothing else to blog. Just that I tried attempting to draw Tom Felton but his face was a total beast. Aaargh tomorrow got school! Shoot it!

Introduction 2

2009-08-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

Woot, 2nd post! You know, I still remember how I used to blog during my primary school days. My post will go something like this:

"HeLLo everybodie!! 2day skool waz fun! I go out with my papa and mummy 2daY. I eat chicken rice 4 dinner too! Hehex."

But now everything is different! Time totally flies man. I miss those primary SKOOL days, slack here pee there. How shiok! Enough crap, time for meme Part 2!

Listo:

- am not a patient person
- love leaving things to last minute
- happy-go-lucky (trust me, I'm not praying for something like this to happen for my Math paper)
- have ALOT of shortcomings, karmaaahmamama!
- don't like sports
- hate to sweat (thats why I hate smelly ppl)
- like to run away from troubles
- have two noisy friends. Who? Candy and Carissa (srsly, prz spare me!)
- one animagus nerd cum minah. Who? Hajar
- have wild imaginations (heh..heh!)
- sometimes think I'm a good singer *_* I think I REALLY AM!
- love closing my study room door and start dancing to S-Club 7 songs
- want to be tall (I'm so sad..)
- have a gorilla for a friend, she also says we are Yin Yang. Who? Clarissa John Somera.
- sometimes when I'm holding a hamster, I feel like I'm molesting them. Poor things.
- cannot take care of pets, I'm a killer!
- You know this guy named *CENSORED* but I will give you a clue. CF=CB. In my class. Yup, him. I want to ask him to eat his own dick and get his throat entangled while eating his ''you tiao'' so he can shut his effing mouth FOREVER! (Amen)
- don't like VERY tall guys; imagine you turn to the side and the first thing you smell is his armpit? YUCK!!
- dislike nerdy people
- have ever pretended that I was playing the piano professionally on a bolster
- am scared about EL prelim results AND Math paper...you never know :(
- love McDonald's shaker fries!
- like to be cleaaaan
- dislike irritating irritants
- very ambitious
- have a whole load of wishlist to fulfill

And I guess this wraps up my introduction! I don't want to think, I'm too lazy! Catch me if you can *walks...*

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY. SINGAPORE!

Masaki Aiba from Arashi, if you don't know daaarh!

Hello everyone!

2009-08-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

I've finally decided to use blogger! Not that I hate livejournal or anything but a majority of my friends use blogger so I'm going with the flow, hehe. I'll still be blogging in livejournal however, be prepared to read more cussings and shits over here.Life has been pretty harsh since 2009 and idk why. Do you know July and maybe August is going to be the ever-worst months for me? Forreals,yes.

So here's an update of me:
- Part of barbiholics
- Love teasing Hajar
- Have great friends
- Have idiotic classmates
- 2/3 of my brain squeezes people I hate
- 1/3 is of studies
- I like literature, I hate poa
- I dislike people who act smart
- I dislike people who talk smart
- I am a sucker for cheesy japanese comedians
- Have alot of fetishes (oh my gee, esp. fangirling, that's why I keept them in my - ok, stop.)
- Do you know I used to hate Super Junior? Not until I listened to It's You and Sorry Sorry.
- Ryeowook triggered that instaneous love, not love la, fangirl.
- I collect Japanese magazines and drool over people I like. IKUTA TOMA, YES!
- I study japanese, but trust me, I'm taking everything slow now.
- Have ever thought about creating Telebarbies, however, I failed.
- Facebook games are the lamest (!!!)
- I play Auditionsea and Maplesea. Don't hack or I'll kill you.
- Kanjani 8 & GReeeeN have great songs.
- I have 2 sisters
- One in-coming brother-in-law
- Dislike smelly people
- Used to wear braces
- Have cried over MAOU
- BIGBIG fan of ONE TREE HILL
- Dramione shipper
- I write short fanfics
- Love Wizards of Waverly Place
- Love Zack and Cody
- Like iCarly
- Hate Miley Cyrus (ewwwww!!)

I think that is all for now. See ya!